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[05 Jun 2008|12:15am] I descended a dusty gravel ridge beneath the Bixby Canyon Bridge Until I eventually arrived at the place where your soul had died. Barefoot in the shallow creek, I grabbed some stones from underneath and waited for you to speak to me. And the silence; it becamse so very clear that you had long ago dissapeared. I cursed myself for being surprised That this didn’t play like it did in my mind. All the way from San Francisco As I chased the end of your road Cause I’ve still got miles to go. And I want to know my fate If I keep up this way. And it’s hard to want to stay awake When everyone you need, they all seem to be asleep. And you wonder if you missed your dream. You can’t see a dream You can’t see a dream. You just can’t see a dream. And then it started getting dark. I truged back to where the car was parked No closer to any kind of truth as I assume was the case with you. Write a few lines?

[29 Apr 2008|12:34am] todays my birthday!!! 3 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[17 Mar 2008|12:11am] Why do I still have this thing? I never write, and my friends list has gotten out of control. I don't even know who most of you people are. 3 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[03 Feb 2008|12:26am] On the corner of main street Just tryin' to keep it in line You say you wanna move on and You say I'm falling behind I never really gave up on Breakin' out of this two-star town I got the green light I got a little fight I'm gonna turn this thing around The good old days, the honest man; The restless heart, the Promised Land A subtle kiss that no one sees; A broken wrist and a big trapeze Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind 'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine Before you go, can you read my mind? It’s funny how you just break down Waitin' on some sign I pull up to the front of your driveway With magic soakin' my spine Can you read my mind? The teenage queen, the loaded gun; The drop dead dream, the Chosen One A southern drawl, a world unseen; A city wall and a trampoline Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind 'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine Before you jump Tell me what you find when you read my mind Slippin’ in my faith until I fall You never returned that call Woman, open the door, don't let it sting I wanna breathe that fire again She said I don't mind, if you don't mind 'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine Put your back on me The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun When you read my mind... 1 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[14 Sep 2007|10:52am] Seth Green Chris Crocker Outtakes Add to My Profile | More Videos 2 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[23 Aug 2007|02:22am] Your grand dad left home for the circus. He was young just like me, with hope to explore. He married a girl in Virginia. She could swing the trapeze; they could sleep on the floor. Your mother was born in December, on the one sunny day that winter gave up. She had warm summer eyes that flickered like fireflies, when she stared at the world. So why do you leave these stories unfinished, my Cheshire cat doorstop with tears in your eyes? Why do you look when you've already found it? What did you find that could leave you walking by? She was raised in a New England village. Then she moved to LA with her firefly stare, and you loved sunset strip when it sparkled, you grew up and you sparkled but why don't you care? So why do you leave these stories unfinished, my Cheshire cat doorstop with tears in her eyes? Why do you look when you've already found me? What did you find that could leave you walking by? These nights I get high just from breathing. When I lie here with you I'm sure that I'm real, like that firework over the freeway. I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel. So why do you leave these questions unanswered? The circus awaits and you're already gone. My Cheshire cat doorstop with fear in your smile, what makes it so easy for you to be walking by? And what did I do that you can't seem to want me? Why do we lie here and whisper goodbyes? Where can I go that your pictures won't haunt me? What makes it so easy for you to be walking by? 2 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[30 Jul 2007|03:02am] A waste of time If you don't believe Can't decide till you Hit the ground Make your mind But you're holding me down And over again Down And over again Down "This all came out," you said. Say something else. Decide, who's side you're on. 1 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[22 Jun 2007|03:28pm] alakazam... you pull a rabbit out of the hat. 4 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[22 Jun 2007|02:55am] so i got a new car. who wants to go for a ride? 5 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[21 Jun 2007|02:18am] 'cause i don't wanna come back down from this cloud it's taken me all this time to find out what i need. 3 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[05 Jun 2007|03:16am] name something that you take on a picnic.... 8 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[31 May 2007|12:39am] So about an hour and a half ago, some stupid fuck blew through a light, and took my car from me. 8 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[29 May 2007|12:22am] tomorrow... think. my car drives too fAST 1 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[19 May 2007|04:46am] today... live Write a few lines?

[05 May 2007|10:00am] so im late for work... and I'm not caring... simply because I'm cooking eggs, and I make a delicious omlet. Work can wait. 1 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[04 May 2007|02:11am] If I could fight anyone. I'd fight you and I say this as I eat a cookie with the words "Happy Birthday Honey" written on it. and I'm pretty sure that even with help, I still could take you. (no i don't mean brad pitt) 4 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[29 Apr 2007|02:19am] On the long wet road Staring at the side window Clouds drawn high in grey tone. I played jimmy eat world On my birthday. From the boom box that lay across my lap On that cold bus ride home. I didn't know what to say. Where are you now? The air is running out on you. But I can breathe... with or without you. Maybe... maybe we were made for each other and maybe the world will look like this forever. Write a few lines?

[27 Apr 2007|01:00pm] so supposedly I smell "sooooooooo good" according to my bank teller as I deposited my trillions.... today. PS: I'm buying a piano, and a Mustang... or maybe a GXP vroooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom! 3 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[18 Apr 2007|12:58am] Last night, greatest Jack's Mannequin show ever. I got vip, and right up front. Sang every song. My life would've been complete had Andrew played Konstantine, but I settled for Me and the Moon. I also love how no one knew the lyrics to Bulls on Parade when Whole Wheat Bread did the cover. I'm pretty sure I was the only one singing back. Silly kids... go listen to Rage, and keep your stupid girlfriends away from pits and the front. I won't hold back just because you're an idiot, and she can't take the constant shoving, pushing, screaming, and thrashing. Suddenly I find myself going to shows on a weekly basis now.... I'm reverting back to my high school ways. 5 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

[12 Apr 2007|11:56pm] So after being one of 30 to give blood early this morning out in front of FIU, I now have VIP/backstage/meet&greet passes to hang with Jack's Mannequin this monday. I don't think I could be anymore excited... as after this next week, I'll have met 2/3 of my life's heroes. How about them apples? on a somewhat less chipper note; I'm currently missing a handful of good friends at the moment, and listening to MCS isn't helping. PS: my birthday is in like what...2 weeks?! 1 Added to my story | Write a few lines?

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